disgusting Disgusting DISGUSTING!!!!!

disgusted is how I am feeling right now.

Imagine someone told u that by buying an article for $50 you can manage to sell it for $50.
so nothing gain but I haven lost anything either..
but after buying that something,
U realise that it cant be sold for even a single cent, much less to say $50.
Wouldn't you feel so cheated?

Maybe people may think that the above analogy is too mild and there is nothing to kick up a fuss about.
But to me, it means a lot.

Cheated is how I feel now..
Been given too many false hopes and I fell from too great a height..
It is a painful landing but I am glad I am thrown back into reality.
for I noe that reality is cruel and I have to get back to it eventually.
I just feel that I have been naive all along..
May be it is really time for me to wake up from all my false hopes.

I hate it when people just want to argue their way through despite knowing they are wrong.
Like what is the problem with these people??!
Can't they just admit their mistake?
It's not like it will kill them or anything.. (tho it seems like it may kill them if they admit their mistake)
and to make it worse,
it is always other people's mistake and never theirs.

sometimes I think my life is too hard.
but then again am I the one making it hard for myself?
I wish I can just heck care everything and do whatever I am please with.
But sad to say I have too many responsibilities on my shoulder and too many expectations of others to fufill,
and I cannot just simply do as I please.

I am so trapped.